Sunday, October 30, 2011

...another torture from Mistrss Lilyan

Mistress ordered me to buy Viagra to take it right bevor our session where she keeps me in chastity.
I think this will be hardest session ever for me....

But Mistress knows whats good for me - so I follow...

Saturday, October 29, 2011

another day in chastity...

...just another day in chastity. Mistress keeps me in chastity scince ages now and she sees no reason to let me out. She traines me not to get horny by see just a woman - and what can I say, here training runs really good.


...back home to serve

I have not posted much lately. I have been in the U.S. with that chastity device on. On my flight back home during the security check - the guys realized that i wear this device. It was so emabarasing. I  needed to take it of and while I were doin this I was thinking of the punishment, Mistress would give me for.

One of my worsest moments ever.

Monday, September 26, 2011

...naked & locked up

Today it is my first session right now with Mistress Lilyan since ages...

Even after such a long time she said she will not let me cum today and make me sniff poppers like hell...

I feel exactly what I am - naked and locked up

In devotion

Monday, September 12, 2011

Chastity Device to wear for Mistress Lilyan

Today i received the chastity device and the number locks to be locked up for my Mistress - it make me feel very close to Mistress Lilyan.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

...to obey Mistress Lilyan

...I just ordered the CB2000 in order to obey Mistress Lilyan. I am not allowed to touch myslef without permission!

Back from vaction - craving for Mistress Lilyan



Since i met my Mistress the first time i became more and more addicted to her. I travel a lot and now I am back home and i am in hope to serve my Mistress again. There haven't been an hour the last 2 weeks where i did not think about my Mistress.
I will start documenting my feelings, wishes and weaknesses here to show my loyalty to my Mistress.

How I met Mistress Lilyan

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